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So like a month and a half ago I started binge-watching Teen Wolf, which I had never seen before because I haven't had cable TV in forever. It was in my Amazon Prime video queue for like over a year; I merely waited because my first choice supernatural creature is vampires, not werewolves.

First few episodes hooked me, especially when the Derek/Stiles interaction began. What chemistry! Sadly, this may be the fastest I got into and then got disillusioned with a show ever (yay, streaming video and binge-watching? \o?). I finished S4 now and I'm bummed at what happened to the show... same ol' formulaic supernatural stuff, just like happened on Vampire Diaires. Haven't seen S5 yet, but post-S4 I'm only in it for Stiles, really. Actually, I'm in it for Stiles' hands because I haven't seen hands and forearms this sexy since CKR in dS/C6D and Matthew McConaughey in, like, anything he's ever done but especially True Detective S1.

So I went on AO3 to find Derek/Stiles fic and there are over 37,000 Derek/Stiles fics. Overwhelmed, I looked for and found an LJ with Sterek recs. It so happened the very first of their Derek/Stiles recs that I read was literally one of the best slash fics I've ever read -- not merely one of the best (if not the best for me based purely on how it pushes my buttons) Derek/Stiles I've read so far.

I don't usually rec stuff but in a way I must because this fic ruined me for the vast majority of Derek/Stiles out there -- and I mean that in a good way. It's well written; it's a lovely portrait of young love and passion; and it's also a sweet "figuring out each others' kink" story. There's pre-slash... and then there is pre-BDSM, and I say it's pre-BDSM. I am doomed to search forever for another fic like it becaues it's got a strange purity at it's heart -- pure young Stiles' limitless passion for Derek and what Derek does to him and how much more Stiles can do/give/take in a submissive way (without naming it such, because who calls it that when you don't know what you're doing and you're young?), plus a responsible, loving sexy dom!Derek (without calling it such because they're figuring these roles out organically with each other). It's Collared by sephirothflame and it's fucking awesome.

Despite the turns canonical TW take in S4 (apparently there's no Hoechlin in S5, wtf?), there's a happy place in my brain where slashy canonical moments in slashy shows live forever and create their own world (an AU HBO explicit slash world). It's not just my brain, of course; it's a collective happy place, which is what is so awesome about fandom in general. \o/

So of course I had to contribute to that world... I ficced Derek/Stiles. *facepalm* Like I need a new fandom of manboys so young they could literally be my kids. I suddenly find myself much more sympathetic to "old men" (like, what is that anyway? I'm 47, so am I an old woman now? I guess I am to teens and 20somethings...) who like young women. Which I used to completely think was kind of gross and creepy. Now I find myself to be the creep because I can't help <3-ing and lusting after TW's young men who are literally less than 1/2 my age (not to mention the new residents and medical students who arrived at my job in July, also young enough to be my kids... and hella cute and fuckable and omg, am I a female version of a creep? or do I just need to get laid with a man my own age since it's been almost 2 yrs since my ex and I broke up and I need to get back out there (an idea I loathe because the last time I was single was in 2003)?

Yes, I guess... and... yes.*headdesk* Because if I weren't a size 20/22 47 year old women lacking the bizarro self-confidence of men in mid-life crises, I would totally hit on the med students and residents who aren't married because why the fuck shouldn't I... and if it turned into something more that would be ridiculous, right? but no more ridiculous than a 47 year old man dating a 28 year old woman.

I don't feel like a cougar, but I guess I could be? IDEK.

Anyway the fic is Derek/Stiles, it's a little angsty, it's Stiles' POV, it's a first time (first everything), it's a zero-to-120mph in two seconds (well, one night) hella explicit story. It's unbeta-ed, but I think it's okay... I didn't write it and post it in a frenzy, I actually sat on it for a couple weeks and let it marinate and re-checked it multiple times...

It's not exactly PWP but I guess it's pretty close. I dunno. People who commented are saying pretty nice things about it. I really did try to find a TW beta but the beta stickies comments and PMs I sent on TW Derek/Stiles fic LJ sites went unanswered... and since I'm mostly in dSC6D fandoms and I don't get online all that often anymore and my tendinitis has been really bothering me off and on this summer, I didn't know who else to ask for beta-ing.

Of course I feel guilty because I have a dS WIP that I've had for literally a year, and I'm stuck/writer's blocked on it, and should be working on that... and here I fic in a totally new fandom instead. Sigh!

FWIW my fic is The Devil You Know
...and here's a little excerpt/summary:

"So," Derek says like it's utterly obvious. (It's not, it's totally not). It's hard to know how to take someone you can't really read. Derek's tongue licks between Stiles' lips like all of this was never in question. (Was it? No, not really, because: Derek).

Now if only TPTB would allow the shaved/waxed hairless TW men and boys to either grow or show their chest hair. I get that the young guys don't have much body hair to shave/wax. I watched it happen with my guy friends that I knew in high school (and still know) -- they'll start getting body and chest hair in their mid- and late 20s like my guy friends did. But, c'mon... show us Stiles' dad or Allison's dad without a shirt. Or Dr. Deaton, for that matter. Fortunately (?) I'm into the older dudes on TW as much as the younger ones... it's only being into the younger ones that worries me about my cougar-ish tendencies, lol!

Date: 2015-10-13 01:33 am (UTC)
glitteryv: (Steve Rogers: Avenger)
From: [personal profile] glitteryv
I've never heard that saying...

I have. Especially because, in the majority of cases, people will choose one over the other. At least from what I've seen.

And apparently you ARE trying to kill me, because that top pic of Chris Evans taping his hands on that link to your Tumblr is so positively pornalicious that my jaw literally dropped and my freakin' heart *palpitated*.

\o/!

Okay, I give in: I will watch all of the Captain America movies.

Hahaha, my work here is done! Just kidding, I'd just wanted to share the pretty that is dirrrty Chris Evans and Sebastian Stan (the latter who has a few movies and TV shows where he: a)hooks up/makes out with dudes and b)cries VERY prettily. Sebastian Stan's pre-MCU wheelhouse was queer dude who looks super pretty when he's crying. SERIOUSLY.

I'm pretty sure that both Captain America: The First Avenger and "Captain America: The Winter Soldier" are available on Redbox. TBH, The First Avenger is OK since it's an origin story (and it ends in an angsty point if that's your thing).

Funnily enough, I almost didn't watch The Winter Soldier because Fandom was going hardcore with the hype. So I ended up watching it about 7 or 8 months after it came out. Since I don't believe in pressure hype (i.e. the whole "you MUST watch this RIGHT NOW!") thing, all I'm going to say about The Winter Solder is that I was very pleasantly surprised. :)

Date: 2015-10-14 02:45 am (UTC)
glitteryv: (A-hole!Frank)
From: [personal profile] glitteryv
I don't think I've seen Sebastian Stan in anything before [...]

*cracks knuckles*

You want to check out The Architect (which is an oldish 2005 or 2006, movie). Sebastian is the architect's gay son and he had the B-story. He gets involved in a kinda dub-conny relationship with a young hustler. It's a slightly somber story arc.

Also, there's The Covenant (which wanted to be the all-male version of The Craft). REALLY BAD MOVIE. SebStan plays an evil warlock, pouts a lot, does some terrible things, and (in one very short scene) kisses one of the good warlocks. Like I said: HORRIBLE MOVIE (though, really, no worse than the majority of films that make up CKR's body of work).

Kings was a TV show that only had 1 12-episode season. In this series, SebSan plays the villain's closeted son. LOTS OF SHOTS OF SEBSTAN CRYING (AND LOOKING SOOOO PRETTY IT HURTS). Oh, he's also in love with the male lead (the hero).

Political Animals is a 6-episode limited series that aired on the USA network a few years ago. Sigourney Weaver is the wife of a former US president. She's now considering running for Vice President. SebStan plays their son who was outed by the media while his father was in office. He's got substance abuse problems (and lots of yummy makeouts with dudes).

I remember watching this because I wanted to see Sigourney Weaver, Ciaran Hinds, and Ellen Burstyn. Had a sorta vague memory of SebStan until I rewatched the series. It's on Netflix.

Oh, he also played the Mad Hatter in a few S1 and S2 episodes of Once Upon a Time. I was mostly /o\ because, like all ABC TV shows, the F/X are SO BAD that they almost kept me from watching SebStan with his eyeliner and ~fancy vest and coat combo~. With the exception of the season currently airing, all the episodes are available on Netflix.

Other than that, SebStan's done bits here and there. More recently, he's part of the main cast of The Martian (which I've yet to finish reading).

I hope this will give you some stuff to check out.

Re: well now you've done it (just kidding)

Date: 2015-10-25 03:57 am (UTC)
glitteryv: (Steve Rogers: Avenger)
From: [personal profile] glitteryv
Huzzah at watcing CA:TWS as well as AoU!!! I'm mildly surprised that TFA wasn't available on Redbox. OTOH, it's the oldest of all MCU (current canon) movies. I'm thinking that it'll be popping up on Netflix sometime before CA:CW premieres in May.

I figured TWS would be all slashy -- Steve/Bucky slashy -- but interestingly the biggest slash vibe I got from TWS was Sam/Steve. Which is cool (and bonus: wingfic is canonical).

Yesss! I didn't want to tell you when I recced you TWS about the many possibilities for slash. Of course, Steve/Bucky was there (I'd say that 90% of Steve's motivation was Bucky and that, in his own broken way, Steve was a partial motivation for Bucky too). However, Sam/Steve was strong, yo!

I remember reading meta that stated Steve was in a political rom com (if you will). He was the Object of Desire with Bucky being the old flame turning up at the least expected moment and Sam being the potential new romance partner. I mean, Steve and Sam flirted like WHOA at the beginning of the movie (after a meet cute even!)

The Fandom is deffo into Steve/Bucky (duh), but there's also a rather strong Sam/Steve contingent around. Steve/Sam/Bucky is deffo around. AND, if you want to expand the poly ship juuuust a bit, there's the Barbershop Quartet: Steve/Sam/Natasha/Bucky. My OTP is Sam/Bucky--which I know doesn't have much canon in TWS or AoU. However, I've seen enough pics that show that there will be some more bits and pieces added to my OTP in Civil War (so yays!)

Captain America is a great touchstone for that because of his pre-Cold War/pre-McCarthyism/pre-Viet Nam origin -- so he has that generation's more idealistic version of patriotism and can portray the dismay of that generation wrt modern "security" and blanket surveillance of citizens. Edward Snowden is never explicitly mentioned in TWS but I kept thinking about him -- especially when Natasha dumps everything from SHIELD onto the Internet.

Indeed. TBH, I really liked how reflective and timely TWS was in regards to what's going on in the real world.

My read on Steve is that he's definitely not the squeaky clean, "good boy" that some people might see him as. He'll do whatever he has to do to complete the mission, but he hasn't lost sight of the fact that governments are meant to be held accountable.

I was slightly disappointed with AoU. Despite the fact that there was a lot I liked (the in media res beginning, James Spader's Ultron), I was also annoyed and frustrated by Whedon stepping all over the canon and basically undoing a lot of the awesomeness from TWS.

Basically, he's gone on record about how his fave character is Tony Stark (with Steve being his least fave). This bias becomes pretty obvious when you look at the characterization of Steve in TWS (possibly depressed and suffering from a mild case of PTSD, having a complex personality who has no problems with breaking through the "perfect soldier" image that's been sold to the masses) vs. the characterizations for The Avengers and AoU (he's a prude who won't cuss, he's totally clueless/out of step with all aspects of modern life).

One of the worst things that AoU did (and the one thing that I can't forgive Whedon for) is that at the end of TWS, Steve and Sam decide to go on a mission to find Bucky. In AoU, Steve and Sam talk about Sam's failed searches. It would've really helped to see them talk about Bucky and the search a little bit more because the way Steve talked about was way too casual (especially after watching TWS).

I also hated (HATED) the way Natasha came off in AoU vs. TWS.

Even though Tony's going to be in Civil War (since that's part of main plot), I can't help but look forward to that movie. It's got the same cast and was shot by the same people that did TWS.

I like how much canon there is. IIRC, Steve/Tony is THE ship based on the comics (I think there's even one issue that has an always a girl!Steve who marries Tony). The only thing is that comics!Steve is less snarky and more of a hardass. Meanwhile, Tony's a bit sweeter and not so obnoxious as movie!Tony.

But, yeah, there's a lot of canon to wade through (which is why I'm not really into reading their comic book versions).

Edited (Had to clarify something.) Date: 2015-10-25 03:59 am (UTC)

Re: well now you've done it (just kidding)

Date: 2015-11-08 04:09 am (UTC)
glitteryv: (Adore and Bianca Sisties Besties)
From: [personal profile] glitteryv
It definitely makes sense to me that Steve wouldn't be into dating anyone right now. He's been out of the ice for less than 5 years and have had to adapt to 70 or so years of history that he missed out on. Plus his visits to old!Peggy would most probably put a damper on him romancing a new gal.

In the fandom, Steve's considered to be 100% bisexual. Bucky's also labeled as bisexual. That said, there are people who considered him to be pansexual and/or genderfluid. At least, that's how things have ended up on the corners of the fandom I hang around.

Based on what I know of the Civil War comics, I think that the upcoming movie is going to have Steve/Sharon becoming quasi (if not, full) canon.

According to interviews and other media, Joss Whedon likes how "playful" RDJ is when it comes to shooting as many takes as possible. To that I have to add that he probably heart-eyes RDJ because, out of the entire cast, he's the one who can make all the Whedonesque quips come across as very organic. Kinda like Sarah Michelle Gellar did in Buffy and Nathan Fillion did in Firefly. So I can sorta get that angle. It doesn't stop me from rolling my eyes at JW.

He has also gone on record about not really liking CA as a character (because he's boring). TBH, I think Steve Rogers is the King of Sassiness, but to each his own, I guess.

I also found it curious that Pepper was absent from AoU.

*nods* After all, she was there for the first Avengers movie. I wonder why Gweneth Paltrow didn't appear.

Re: Steve/Tony

In the comics, they are super-duper BFFs. And the thing is that there are thousands of comic book issues that help frame their dynamic in many different ways (See this ship manifesto that has a lot of the 50 or so year history covering a lot of the important things up to 2008. SPOILERS FOR CIVIL WAR).

For all intent and purposes, Steve/Tony is a mostly drama-free ship...until the Civil War storyline. It's basically two people who are super-close with each other being at total opposite ends.

I...don't really know how well that's going to translate to the movie? Especially because Steve and Tony aren't exactly friends in the MCU. Tony remains unimpressed by Steve (given that his father--who knew Steve way back when--was canonically obsessed with him) and thinks he's a stick in the mud. Meanwhile, Steve thinks Tony's completely selfish and annoying.

Like I said, I think that Civil War will be a very different movie from what people are expecting. Like you, I'm hoping that RDJ reins it in (as much as he can) since this is actually CA's movie. I guess we'll have to wait and see about that.

Oh, and here's the pic of Steve and girl!Tony in their wedding day. AFAIK, it's kinda like a random thing thrown in an issue of Fantastic Four.

Sorry for the late reply to this. Still struggling w/tendinitis. And now SAD too I guess or the usual fibro malaise. Sigh.

No worries, bb. You take as long as you need to reply. *gives you lots of gentle hugs*

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