i suck + Adderall = i suck less than usual

Earlier this week, for a large variety of reasons that don't need exploring at this juncture, but one recent thing that was an especial fail that made me mad at and miserable with myself, I was seriously considering posting a short entry to my LJ saying,

I suck.

Then before work Wed. I had my every-3-months appointment with the psychiatrist for "medication management." He shocked the hell out of me by suggesting that we augment my meds with a stimulant -- that was his word, not mine: a stimulant. He said he didn't want to take "too big a step" by augmenting with something like Abilify.
( my new RX )