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verushka70At any other time, this would be a no-brainer: how should I spend my evening -- should I write HCL fic (and edit/finish the HCL fic I already have in the works, hello!)? Or should I write out the pathophysiology of the patient I had yesterday for my clinical instructor?
Unfortunately, life being what it is these days (nursing school), I'll be writing the pathophys. Cuz it's due tomorrow morning. So frustrating. And I'll have to look up the nursing interventions and nursing care/considerations/assessments etc. and it's going to be awfully tedious and I don't even care because it's not like I'll ever see the patient again or even get a chance to implement a care plan or intervention.
Maybe after I get the tedious school related stuff done, I'll reward myself with editing, re-writing, reading, and re-reading HCL fic. Or some DS insta-porn, F/K of course, that's been on my mind. Or that HCL/FTWHTWD xover fic that's been in the back of my mind for months now.
Or, in a bolder move, I could go back to that bar I went to last Friday (first time in a bar in, like, I dunno, two or three months? Before xmas, for sure...). And see if that cute bartender (who is probably in his late 30s/early 40s) who gave me a Marlboro light by sticking it in the ashtray when I got up from my bar stool and walked past him to go to the bathroom, is actually interested.
Hmmm. Yep, must be that point in my cycle. Thinking about writing/re-writing/improving NC-17 fanfic (or just writing insta-porn) or finding a new friend, when I should be thinking about school. Or cleaning my sloppy apartment. Or just about anything but sex. But, hey, the thoughts of sex give me good fic ideas and inspiration. So... well, I'm not sorry I have the urge, only that I can't do anything with it right now. I will not call my ex... I will not call my ex... we're done with those booty calls... (she told herself)
Unfortunately, life being what it is these days (nursing school), I'll be writing the pathophys. Cuz it's due tomorrow morning. So frustrating. And I'll have to look up the nursing interventions and nursing care/considerations/assessments etc. and it's going to be awfully tedious and I don't even care because it's not like I'll ever see the patient again or even get a chance to implement a care plan or intervention.
Maybe after I get the tedious school related stuff done, I'll reward myself with editing, re-writing, reading, and re-reading HCL fic. Or some DS insta-porn, F/K of course, that's been on my mind. Or that HCL/FTWHTWD xover fic that's been in the back of my mind for months now.
Or, in a bolder move, I could go back to that bar I went to last Friday (first time in a bar in, like, I dunno, two or three months? Before xmas, for sure...). And see if that cute bartender (who is probably in his late 30s/early 40s) who gave me a Marlboro light by sticking it in the ashtray when I got up from my bar stool and walked past him to go to the bathroom, is actually interested.
Hmmm. Yep, must be that point in my cycle. Thinking about writing/re-writing/improving NC-17 fanfic (or just writing insta-porn) or finding a new friend, when I should be thinking about school. Or cleaning my sloppy apartment. Or just about anything but sex. But, hey, the thoughts of sex give me good fic ideas and inspiration. So... well, I'm not sorry I have the urge, only that I can't do anything with it right now. I will not call my ex... I will not call my ex... we're done with those booty calls... (she told herself)