no crisis . . . is a crisis?!
May. 28th, 2007 12:20 pmIt must be post-graduation let down, or the fact that this second round of chemo isn't keeping my mom in bed for days at a time. . . but since graduation last week, I sort of don't know what to do with myself. I've watched a lot of DVDs, a lot of satellite TV in my mom's apartment while she's camping with my step-dad, and read a lot.
It's like, now that there's no pressing stress and strife. . . I'm at a loss. Which means I adjusted to living in a constant state of crisis the last couple years. And that's not good. Must recalibrate self.
At least the rain stopped in Chicago and yesterday was beautiful. Went to my sister's for dinner with my bf. We played Mad Libs with my 10 year old nephew, my sister and her husband after dinner. Had a good laugh. It was all very PG-rated, but -- well, I must be getting old, or else I am easily amused. Because I actually had a lot of fun and laughed a lot. Good to laugh. Maybe I'll watch "The Big Lebowski" again -- that movie gives me hysterics. That and my Eddie Izzard DVDs!
It's like, now that there's no pressing stress and strife. . . I'm at a loss. Which means I adjusted to living in a constant state of crisis the last couple years. And that's not good. Must recalibrate self.
At least the rain stopped in Chicago and yesterday was beautiful. Went to my sister's for dinner with my bf. We played Mad Libs with my 10 year old nephew, my sister and her husband after dinner. Had a good laugh. It was all very PG-rated, but -- well, I must be getting old, or else I am easily amused. Because I actually had a lot of fun and laughed a lot. Good to laugh. Maybe I'll watch "The Big Lebowski" again -- that movie gives me hysterics. That and my Eddie Izzard DVDs!