S/E/D (S/K/D) behemoth fic (needs beta, dying slow death)

Too windy and wild outside to sleep; rattling windows, outdoor security light keeps turning on due to moving branches in the line of sight of the motion detector. Can't sleep.

Got to resolve my behemoth S/E/D fic (with S/K/D) flashbacks. It's too big (472K text file). Too unwieldy (needs a beta, or two, or five). Starts too far in the past (Stefan & Damon's pre-Katherine childhoods). I intended a happy-ish ending, S/E/D riding off into the proverbial sunset together; it it isn't turning out that way; don't want to go in the direction it's headed. Just hoping to salvage something, even if only some short TVD fics. Very raw, unbeta-ed form with section divisions/notes.

Despite some very G-rated gen flashbacks to Stefan and Damon as children, this has to be NC-17 for all the other stuff: S/K/D, S/D, S/E, WARNINGS for incest slash, flashback child abuse/whipping (Guiseppe disciplining Damon), historical aspects of slavery, deaths, BDSM, orgasm denial, m/f/m threesome sex and sex on the rag.

Parts of this are little more than first drafts; others have been worked and reworked, so as a whole, it's rather uneven. :-\

( Vulnerare - part one )

Huh. Now it is raining.

Part 2 (of S/E/D (S/K/D) behemoth fic (needs beta, dying slow death)

So this is the second part of the behemoth.

( Vulnerare part two )

Part 3 of

Part 3 of this unfinished behemoth, endless, hopeless fic. Sigh.

( Vulnerare Part 3 )