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verushka70) wrote2007-03-05 01:13 pm
verushka70) wrote2007-03-05 01:13 pm
Nooooooooo! (BSG)
No, no, Starbuck!
::sobs::
Kara's mom reminded me a lot of my dad -- his stated efforts to "toughen" me up--
...and his slow deterioration and death...
And of my mom's cancer (now in remission, fingers crossed)...
...and my stepdad's cancer (controlled from spreading, for now).
I just didn't need to see that kind of parental death happen to someone as externally tough and internally fragile as Starbuck.
Frakkin' tearjerker episode in ways I totally didn't expect. Good to have CKR/Leoben back... but would have preferred better circumstances.
::sniff::
::sobs::
Kara's mom reminded me a lot of my dad -- his stated efforts to "toughen" me up--
...and his slow deterioration and death...
And of my mom's cancer (now in remission, fingers crossed)...
...and my stepdad's cancer (controlled from spreading, for now).
I just didn't need to see that kind of parental death happen to someone as externally tough and internally fragile as Starbuck.
Frakkin' tearjerker episode in ways I totally didn't expect. Good to have CKR/Leoben back... but would have preferred better circumstances.
::sniff::