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Well, my under-pressure, last-minute, scraped-together from porny drabbles (which wound up left out of the final story -- weird, since this is me I'm talking about) HCL/DS F/K, F/Billy xover AU deathfic story Don't Look Straight At It, with experimental non-narrative structure, has been revealed over at ds_flashfiction. Yes, I have written deathfic. Egad. But it made it more angsty!

It ended up being more angsty without the porn. *ponders* Well, I wanted porn, but the story made me go in a different direction. Sensuality, check. Angst, tension, frustration, check, check, check. Fumbling awkwardness, check. Hm. I just thought of something: the climax of the story is a violent death. Shit, now I'm writing Hollywood blockbuster style. Damn. (just kidding)

April 11, 2012 ETA:

Okay, I don't know what happened, but the site where my Fraser/Billy Tallent, F/K story was archives has disappeared. Long story short, I downloaded it from the Way Back Machine and now it's available again. It is now available in a back-dated post just prior to this one (but created in 2012): Don't Look Straight At It.

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I've asked sageness to edit my author notes with additions to the betas. secretlybronte and jamethiel_bane to my Author's Notes on the official ds_flashfiction note.

ETA: And then I wrote a ficlet called I'm Here. You're Here. They're Here. Touch Me." in gratitude for the dS Match coordinators, sageness and china_shop, because everything they did was so amazing. I never would've been able to pull all that together, and keep it on schedule and on track. (I'm pretty lame that way lately... all I can do is eat, sleep, show up to work, work, and very occasionally make it to see family or bf or friends. bf is getting very sick of this. I am sick, but... I'm also pretty fuckin' lame. What depression and grief will getcha.)

( ramble about why I'm at home & not at work right now, yay, but boo because I'm still sick )