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akamine_chan ([personal profile] akamine_chan) wrote in [personal profile] verushka70 2009-08-18 06:44 pm (UTC)

Feel like an ass, now, since apparently about a million other people did and you felt better as a result.

Ah, no, no.

I turn off commenting because I usually feel like I'm being whiny and selfish and it's extremely difficult for me to accept support. Give it, sure, no problem, here I am. Accepting support and love and internet hugs and the like - not so easy for me.

Those that know me the best and know this about me, they get mad at me when I turn of commenting and send me support and reassurance anyway, either through email, IM or PM. Sometimes even through snail mail.

You and I are just getting to know each other and so I don't expect you to know that about me. And I certainly don't hold it against you, or anyone else who didn't send me some kind of message. Which was the majority of my flist.

Only a handful of people did that, but you know, it only took one to make me feel better. Everything else was overkill, but gratefully accepted nonetheless.

Thanks for sharing your story about your job. I'm working on getting out of this job, it just takes a little bit of work, and some time. I just get very frustrated sometimes and it's hard to deal with...

As for the rest, you'll get through it. In my mind, it should be easier because you have family but it doesn't always work that way. Just do the best you can and take care of yourself, too.

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