Oh god, don't make me cry haha. Not even the exact details of this have this effect on me, just being reminded that fandom is such a vast community with so much love and connection and dedication. And dS in particular has 30 years of that... My heart can't take it :')

also, thanks for those links! bad!Ben isn't my cuppa, i'm too sappy even with my angst, but the RPS stuff—um, yeah, I'm into that, much as it still feels awkward to admit.